My Mid-Undergraduate-Life Crisis

My Mid-Undergraduate-Life Crisis began with The Questioning of Every Action I Ever Did.

Which lead to inactivity.

Which lead to abnormal feelings.

When I was little, I used to think feelings were little bells inside of you that rang. When you were fine, your bells rang fine. When you were not fine, your bells were broken and rang out of tune.

After feeling abnormally for a while, it became hard to really feel anything.

And with all of this questioning, and feeling, and not feeling, I wasted a lot of time.

And then...

Aaaaand that's where I'm at.